...these days.

I've been pretty lazy at writing up my thoughts on the shows that I watch and I don't really have an excuse other than I'm just...lazy to do it. But I thought that I'd catch up with my thoughts so that I can keep track of the shows that I'm watching and what I'm thinking on them at the moment. Starting with...

One Tree Hill: Lots of things going on with the folks of Tree Hill. Nathan is in negotiations for a new contract and some hooker from a party that him and Clay threw comes back claiming to be pregnant with his kid and throws his life for a loop. Haley's on the fence about believing him especially since the girl's phone number shows up on Nathan's phone bill and you can see the toll it takes on little Jamie because he's so confused and what not. Everything washes out and Nathan comes out on top because he refuses to pay and the most unlikeliest of allies helps to clear Nathan...Dan.

Brooke is having issues of her own. Her boyfriend has been working with her model and fails to tell her that her model got naked for her boyfriend and so not surprisingly, she's pissed. Julian apologizes and they work on their problems only to have Alex (Brooke's model) keep popping up. This past week, Brooke has a pregnancy scare (well pregnacy hope is more appropriate to describe Brooke's feelings over the whole thing) and when she finds out that she's not pregnant, she's disappointed and then further disappointed when Julian leaves their date to go to Alex. It's pretty crazy to see Brooke not the confident bitchy Brooke that we used to know. I miss that Brooke and I really need her to realize her worth before she drives me up the frickin' wall. She got by without Julian before and she'll do it again and kick Alex's ass already. Julian is an idiot and Alex is a dumb broad. Brooke can do way better than the both of them.

The newcomers to the show, Clay and Quinn are going to start bumping uglies pretty soon. Right now, they're helping Clay get over his dead wife and Quinn is trying to move on from her soon to be ex husband. This story is pretty lame, especially since they both get on my nerves and I hate looking at Quinn talk, she talks funny and her eyes are dead. Meh, not excited about this storyline, I could care less about the others. These two make me miss Lucas and Peyton so much more than I let on. What makes me laugh is that Quinn looks more like she'd be Rachel's sister than Haley and she's too goody good. It gets on my nerves. Haha on Clay, the Bobcats straight pulled a Trevor Ariza on your ass...what is he going to do now?

Overall this show isn't getting me as excited as I used to be. I miss the old cast. I want the old cast back together again, all these new people just annoy me.

Next up is...

The Good Wife. This show is shipping up to be a fantastic show. I love it. This is one of the few shows that I must watch AS it's showing and while I'm recording it. It's the one show that me and my friend Foti watch together. It's funny because we watched the first episode while we were chatting and we were just curious about the show, it had a good synopsis and I'm was curious enough that I remembered when it came on and after that first episode, I was hooked. I seriously heart Alicia. I think she rocks! She's so smart and she's so good at what she does that it's great to see her in action each week. I personally do not want her to get back with Peter, I want her to hump Will but I also want her to hook up with Ryan from last night's episode. I know that we'll be seeing more from him in the coming episodes (we so better after last night's ep) and I'm so excited to see so many different storylines opening up. Peter is due in court, her son is investigating the pictures that were taken of his dad and the hooker, Alicia and all of the layoffs and what not. She's got a lot on her plate right now and it's going to be a really good time trying to figure everything out and watch things unfold. Can I just say that I LOVE THE INDIAN GIRL! She's my favorite character on the show, she just flat out rocks!

And we're moving on to...

Glee: This is flat out my most favoritest show of the season. I still think that Finn is dumber than a box of rocks but his dimply smile and his angelic voice makes me forget about the dim lightbulb that is his brain. Quinn still annoys the snot out of me so she's doing her job right and Rachel, Rachel, Rachel, Rachel...I really enjoyed her and Puck being together. I wanted it to last longer than an episode though, maybe they'll resurrect that storyline at a later date but dude, did you guys see that Puck tells Mercedes the truth about the real baby daddy? I'm anxious to see how that pans out because you know Mercedes got a big mouth and you know that she's gonna tell Kurt and Kurt's gonna tell Tina, who's gonna tell Artie and then it's all going to get back to Finn who is going to be confused because he still thinks that babies can be conceived in a hot tub with no penetration. Idiot!

I'm curious to see what will happen between Will and Emma too. Emma better not marry Ken because even though her eyes look like they're going to pop out of her head at any moment which makes her look like the crazy lady who had too much to drink at the company party, I still like her. I like her enough to not want her to be with Ken. Ken creeps me out more than something really creepy that I can't think of right now but you know what I mean. As dumb as I think Finn is, I think Will is dumber. How in the world does he not know that Terri is not pregnant? How in the world is she able to keep that fake pregnancy a secret from him? How? HOW WILL? Buy a clue and go where your heart is...Emma.

This show is definitely shaping up to a really great one and I couldn't be happier with it. Well, yes I can because I would be happier if they explored the Rachel and Puck thing a bit further but it's okay, I still heart this show!

Last but definitely not least....

Vampire Diaries. I'll be honest and say that while I continued to watch the show, the first couple of episodes weren't as good as I thought they were going to be. I mean, it just started off really slow but things have certainly picked up and I'm super excited to see what will be happening in the coming episodes. So much has happened. We find out that Bonnie is a witch (which still, I don't give a shit about), Damon turned Vicki into a vampire and then Stefan killed her because she bit Elena and almost killed Jeremy. Damon wiped Jeremy's memory and now Jeremy is a super student and he's off the drugs, I think. Stefan and Elena are in a dark place as far as their relationship goes because ever since Elena found out the truth about what Stefan is and how bad things keep happening to the people around her, she's pumped her brakes where Stefan is concerned and she's being a whiny baby that's getting on my nerves. Caroline and Matt hooked up and the charm thingy that Damon gave Caroline is in Bonnie's hands and everytime she wears it and someone tries to take it from her, their fingers burn. It's pretty crazy but I really want to know what significance it holds to Damon. Also, one of Stefan's oldest and dearest vampire friends comes to town to celebrate Stefan's birthday with him and Damon, who is looking for a scapegoat for his crimes sets her up and stakes her ass right in front of Stefan and Elena. Whoa dang, Stefan goes ballistic and Elena is once again traumatized.

And the fun hasn't ended yet, we just haven't seen what's going to happen yet...and I for one cannot wait! Squeeeaaaaa!

Though I intended for this post to be short, as you can see I totally failed but oh well, this is what's on my mind concerning my favorite shows. These aren't the only shows that I'm watching but they're the ones that I'm obsessed with at the moment.

What are you guys watching and loving right now?

Woo hoo, One Tree Hill is back and now we can see how the show is moving on after Lucas and Peyton have left the show.

Jamie turned 7 and he had Jerry frickin' Rice show up at his birthday party. Some new characters were introduced and my favorite of the newbies is of course, Robert Buckley who plays Nathan's agent, Clay. A storyline is brewing for him because I'm mighty curious to see why he's bitter in the love department. Did anyone else laugh when the random blonde chick showed up at his house and walked straight to his room, stripping all the way there? I did. Was that supposed to drive home the fact that Clay is a stud? I didn't need that to know it, I already knew but whatever.

You know that him and Quinn are going to hook up. Quinn is the other newbie. She's Haley's older sister. Now is this the same sister that hooked up with Nathan all those many seasons ago? I know it's not the same actress who played Haley's sister but is that the same character? I can't remember what the other sister's name was, the one that hooked up with Nathan at the bar or something...was it while Haley was on tour with Chris?

Oh goodness. Not much happened on last night's show. We were just shown what everyone has been up to and where things are going to be going.

Brooke and Julian are still too frickin' cute and dude, did Julian get even HOTTER over the summer break because hot damn he was fine last night. Right now, their storyline centers around Julian trying to further his career by taking an 8 month job in New Zealand producing a film that can launch his career, the 8 month gig turns into a 10 month gig and Brooke feels that her relationship with Julian might be blown to pieces when he doesn't return her calls like he usually does. She's feeling all kinds of insecure and lonely but when Julian surprises her by showing up at Jamie's party, alls well that ends well...for now. Seeing this insecure Brooke is so different from the Brooke that we all knew and hated to love when she was in high school. She's so grown up now, she's successful in every aspect of her life except her love life and seeing her flounder a little is good for her. I enjoy her character and her budding relationship with Julian is sure to be one of my favorite parts of the show now. I can't wait to see what else the OTH writers have in store for these two.

Dirty Dan was back on the show with his own show going on. He's got one of those self help guru things going on and blah blah frickin' blah. I don't care.

Skills is back on the show but for how long with his prison sentence on the horizon...I doubt his character will be going places this season with him selling Social Security cards. Idiot.

The whole thing with Nathan and that girl, I thought it would be something like that. Nathan's growing celebrity status as the point guard for the Bobcats was sure to bring out the crazies. I cannot believe that Nathan cheated on Haley...again. I won't believe it so I'm going to watch it and hope he didn't.

Ugh.

All in all, the show wasn't the bang out episode that I've come to appreciate from OTH but it wasn't a complete dud either. I'm hopeful for this new season and I'm curious enough and fangirlish enough to keep watching so I'll be back next week with more OTH goodness.

Did you guys watch it? What were your thoughts? Good or bad? What are you most excited to see from this season?

....seriously?

Something happened to me this season. I stopped watching T.V. I started reading more and I stopped watching a good chunk of the TV shows that I have watched from the beginning but the one show that I still watch religiously is One Tree Hill.

I've always been a One Tree Hill nut, I've watched this show from the beginning of the show and besides Grace, I'm one of the very few people out of my friends that still watches this show, every week. I've watched this show through the different couple shuffles, watched cast members come and go (where the hell is Deb? Did I miss that episode?) and I've stuck with this show through thick and thin but this latest batch of rumors, which aren't even rumors anymore considering everyone is claiming that they're facts is really bothering me.

I haven't been as captivated by this show as I used to this season but I've still watched it. I've watched it because these are my favorite characters and I have enjoyed watching them grow into the characters that they are right now. I've seen Nathan when he was this jerk of a teenager who hated his half brother. I've watched Haley grow from the nerdy tutor girl to the sexy mom that she is now. I remember when Brooke was Bitchy Brooke and when she took one O out of her name because her parents were BROKE. I remember when Mouth used to do his little sportscaster thing on the bleachers at the River Court while Lucas and Skills played on the court. I remember the first time that Peyton and Lucas talked and I remember in class when Peyton described Lucas in one word and used the word, CHOKE. I remember when Lucas turned in Peyton's sketches into Thud Magazine because her art mattered to him.

I've oohed and ahhed and screamed in frustration and delighted in their achievements. I loved these damn characters and so when I hear that two of the main characters are not returning to the show next season, I get good and pissed.

Hillarie Burton and Chad Michael Murray are not returning to One Tree Hill next season. They play Lucas Scott and Peyton Sawyer (now Peyton Scott since they got married this week, woo hoo, FINALLY!) and the entire show was built around their characters. A huge part of the show was the romance between Lucas and Peyton and they're like the backbone of this show and to see and hear that they're not returning it makes me wonder...why?

Over money issues?

*sigh*

I just don't see how this show can survive without them. This show was built on them and their relationship and I just don't see how fans will continue to come back without them there. I know that there are plenty of Nathan/Haley fans and now Brooke/Julian fans but how can you have Brooke without Peyton? Haley AND Nathan without Lucas? And with the way that they're leading up to the finale, are they going to kill Peyton off? THEY BETTER NOT. But how else will they write them off?

Ugh, this really sucks because I seriously love both Lucas and Peyton. I know that they've been quite boring this season but I just can't see how One Tree Hill without Lucas and Peyton can continue and actually last.

For all you One Tree Hillers out there, will you guys continue to watch the show without Luc and P. Sawyer? Do you think that the show will last without them? What are your thoughts about them leaving the show?

Speak on it.

It's been a couple of weeks since I've written up my thoughts on my favoritest show in the whole entire world, One Tree Hill. Last week, the show came back from hiatus and I'll tell you one thing, that man pictured to your left right there is a huge reason why I'm so in love with this show.

There isn't much drama on the show right now because Sam is saved by Brooke and Brooke kicked some serious Q's killer ass last week. I'm glad that it was Brooke that took him down and not Julian, who by the way looked like a total spaz just standing there watching Brooke beat up Q's killer but whatever, I heart Julian. If he turns out to be this psycho ex boyfriend of Peyton's, I can't even bring myself to care because I seriously heart this guy on the show.

The way that he's stepped up and helped Brooke find Sam and then just the way that he is with Brooke, I facking love it. I've got to wonder what his deal is though, it's got to be that he's not over Peyton and he's come back to try to win her back but things are going to get messy when he connects with Brooke. I think maybe he's going to use Brooke to get over Peyton and Brooke is going to find out about that and she's going to go back to being unlucky in love because I can't help but wonder if Owen's completely out of Brooke's life. Do you guys think he is? I'm not so sure.

I thought Brooke was soooo cute when she was trying to figure out what the heck her meet up with Julian really was...was it a date? a business meeting? Seriously, when she was up there doing the whole drinks thing, I couldn't stop laughing because she's so cute and when Julian brought the wine, I did a little happy dance for her because she totally deserves to have someone, she needs someone to share her troubles with and though I'm happy it's not Lucas, I want it to be Julian. I'm a really big Brulian fan and seriously, how cute was their kiss? Awwwww, the whole lead up to their first kiss was too cute and it had me all grinning like an idiot because I could care less about the other storylines, I wanted to see nothing but Brulian last night and I was rewarded with a first kiss, YAY!

Lucas and Peyton are kind of boring me right now with their almost married bliss. There's no kind of drama behind them so I'm thinking there's going to be complications with the pregnancy and they're going to have some kind of scare just to shake up their storyline a little bit. I still love them to pieces but I find myself more interested in the others on the show then them and that's never happened before.

Nathan and Haley continue to be amazingly cute, especially Nathan with him trying to make Chase look like a stud on his first date with Mia. Goodness, Nathan grew up to be such a good man which is the complete opposite of his Dad and speaking of his Dad, where the hell is Dan? Did he end up dying or something? I haven't seen him in a while and where the hell is Nanny Deb?

Chase and Mia are a cute couple too, all this couple swapping should probably disgust me but it doesn't, I like Mia and Chase and I'm rooting them on....go 'head Stephen from Laguna Beach. The whole Mouth and Millicent thing makes me roll my eyes, I don't care about it. I think that Millicent was so stupid and though Mouth was no angel (or too much of an angel) he didn't deserve what Millicent did but whatever, those two irritate me so I don't pay them much attention.

Sam and Jack. I think these two are a little cute couple as well, I wonder what's going to happen to Jack now that he's orphaned again...where is he going to end up? Is he going to end up forgetting Sam or turn out like his brother? Curious minds want to know...

Next week is going to be another cute episode and I'm all excited about it. More Julian and Brooke and more Julian and Lucas. Woo hoo, can't frickin' wait!

Until next week....

...baby baby!

Tomorrow One Tree Hill comes back with fresh episodes and I, for one cannot wait. Because when we left off, Brooke and Julian (possible love story?) are looking for Sam who ran away from home when she found out that her friends were the ones that beat Brooke. Lucas is going through some stuff with the whole movie deal, Nathan is doing the damn thing with Slam Ball and Haley is scared but supportive. Millicent and Owen are about to get it on, YUCK! and Peyton is scared that she might have cancer...so do you see why I'm so excited?

SO MUCH TO LOOK FORWARD TO! Check out the previews for the new episode:

Is it Monday yet?

Oh. Em. Effing. Gee.

Now this is the kind of show that I'm used to from One Tree Hill, it is episodes like tonight's episodes that keep me being the fan that I am for this show.

I mean, at the beginning of this show, Chloe (my niece) and I were wondering why Q is still on the show if he's dead. We thought he was helping Nathan out with his unresolved issues with his self worth and he needed to square those away before he can finally walk into the light but now we're thinking, maybe he's still around because his killer is still out there.

And Oh. Em. Effing. Gee.

It wasn't Victoria, the attack on Brooke had nothing to do with Victoria, but with Sam.

Oh wow.

I was shocked when that curveball came flying my way tonight because wow, from Sam? And now she's run away??? WITH Q'S KILLER?

Oh wow, do you guys think that Q is going to avenge himself by saving Sam or is something bad going to happen to Sam that causes Brooke and Julian to bond together and fight to save her? I don't want anything bad to happen to Sam but damn, how the world turns, eh?

I'm liking the whole Brooke/Julian pairing because I effing love Julian. That guy is frickin' hot stuff and I want him to join the cast permanently. I want him to be on that show for many moons to come and I want him to paint a white picket fence around Brooke's house and set up shop in Tree Hill with her. Can you imagine the kind of drama that will bring? I mean, first with Peyton and then with Lucas? Man, the drama will certainly be enough to have us talking and guessing for an entire season or two.

Bring on the Julian drama please, because the more drama he has, the more airtime he'll get.

Woot!

I'm still kind of trippin' on the whole Brooke/Sam thing. I mean, wow...Sam's friends did that to Brooke? How the heck was she supposed to feel about that? How is she supposed to move on from that? And now, the guy who shot Q's brother knows where Sam and Brooke live? He knows what kind of living arrangement Sam has with Brooke and he basically knows everything there is to know about the both of them.

Oh flippin' joy.

It's going to be interesting that's for sure and I seriously hope that Julian is a good guy because I seriously have the hots for him.

How cute was Jamie? His little comedy act/piano gig was too cute for words even though Brooke looked like a man laughing in the audience, I was like, oh Brookie that's not a good look for you, stop it right now but it's all good in the hood, I still loves ya babe!

I thought Nathan was a cutie patootie too, you know he's going to make it into the NBA and you know that something is going to happen and will jeopardize his career and then he'll have to make that decision and he'll have learned from the mistakes of his past and he'll get it right this time....and then one part of Q's mission on earth will be taken care of.

The whole Lucas in Hollywood thing was dumb. I didn't care for it at all, I didn't care that Dawson Leery has turned into a coke snorting big wig Hollywood type deal and I didn't care one twit about Lucas' storyline tonight. I'm dying to see what will happen when Lucas finds out that Peyton might have cancer.

Whoa, I totally didn't see that one coming either. I thought that Peyton's big storyline was going to be is she really over Julian or not? I had no idea that she'd be battling cancer and all I gotta say is, GOOD JOB ON YA WRITERS, that was a genius idea. Way to bring the angst. The whole bit with Mia was unbelievable but I still ate it up, like a fat kid eats twinkies.

The one thing that I'm really trippin on from this entire episode is MILLICENT AND OWEN? WHAT THE BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP?

Millicent is stupider than even I thought. I haven't been a big fan of hers lately and it's basically got to do with not trusting Mouth but this, THIS THING she's got going on with Owen, oh hell to the no....not only is Owen, BROOKES MAN (even though it's not really, but you know what I mean), how can she do that to Mouth? I mean, I guess I expect that from guys because they always eff things up but MILLICENT? Oh no, I expected more from her and she's sorely disappointing me. Frickin' hoey slut Gigi, go back to where you came from.

Man, I can't believe that we have to wait until January 5th before we can get new episodes again, I'm so pissed about that. That's like two months from now and that's soooo far away but you know that I will be anxiously awaiting that mess to come back because there is so much to look forward too.

Ooh wee, I can't wait. Did you guys see tonights show? What did you guys think? What storylines are you anxious for after the winter break? What are your thoughts on Julian? I heart him even if he might be bad...still, YUMMA!

Until January....

I spend less and less time watching TV these days. There's just so many other things that I spend my time doing. I've been reading more, spending time with my family and then there's the writing thing. As much time as I'm spending NOT watching TV, you should know that I'm still watching at least ONE of my shows every week.

Two shows, actually.

One Tree Hill is one of them. Not much is really going on except Nathan quit Slam Ball and he's talking to a dead Quintin. Q is like one of his imaginary friends. Brooke is dealing with her teenage roommate and then Haley's singing at Peyton's little concert for the troops and Sam is working her debt off for Peyton since she wrecked her wedding dress, Mouth is trying to figure out what the hell he's going to do about Gigi and Lucas is struggling over his jealousy of Julian and Peyton's past love.

And now my thoughts on it all:

Nathan: Nathan's storyline is pretty tame compared to everyone else's drama. It was good to see Q again, even if we saw him as a ghost. I'm glad that Q came back to show Nathan what he was giving up and making Nathan own up to why he quit Slamball. It was cute to see them two bonding over basketball (or slamball whatever) again because I didn't realize how much I miss Q on the show until I saw him back tonight. I can't wait to see what Nathan does with all of this new insight that he has into himself. And can I just say....NATHAN IS FINE! That boy has grown up since that little piece of shit that I could not stand in the first season!

Haley: Not much to say where Haley's concerned because she doesn't have much of a storyline right now. Her biggest thing on tonight's show was that she was having stage freight right now and that wasn't all that big because she did a great job lip synching so meh, that's how I feel about Haley's storyline right now.

Millicent and Mouth: Okay this whole Millicent being jealous thing is getting on my nerves. I know she doesn't trust Gigi and she has every right to not trust that little shit but I hate that she's not showing much trust in Mouth. Don't trust Gigi but goodness, show a little faith in Mouth. It's starting to piss me off.

Brooke: When the heck is Brooke and Owen going to get back together? I hope that she hooks it up with him because she needs a man in her life. Everyone in her life has someone to go home to except for her. Brooke Davis needs love too dammit! Now that we've got Peyton and Lucas all situated, let's switch our focus over to Brooke and take care of her. I love Owen but I'm not at all adverse to seeing some Julian and Brooke action. That would definitely be an interesting hook up, don't you think? I'm crossing my fingers for that one.

Lucas and Peyton (and well Julian too): This is the storyline that I'm most vested in. I'm trying to figure what Julian's agenda is. Is he back in Peyton's life to try to get her back or does he really believe in Lucas' book? I don't believe that. I don't believe that he really wants to make this movie because he believes in this book. I really think that he's back to try to get Peyton back and if Peyton falls for this jerk (really, HOT jerk but jerk nonetheless) I swear I'm going to karate chop her in the neck and bust a roundhouse kick to her face! Lucas and Peyton are doing good right now and though I think they need a dramatic storyline (which this one fits perfectly into that) Peyton BETTER NOT mess this up.

I want the best friend triangle to be brought back to life through Brooke and Julian and then maybe Peyton will finally realize why Brooke was so pissed off about Lucas and Peyton. That's the storyline that I want to see happen on One Tree Hill next. That would have me tuning in with relish each and every week.

Now on to next week's episode...what the heck is all that about? The back in the day business? I guess we'll just have to tune in next week for all of that goodness.

Until next week...

I've been entirely too lazy to write up my thoughts on all of my shows. Many weeks have passed and still there hasn't been very many updates with my thoughts so I'm going to make a run down of all the shows I watch and what I'm thinking of each episode.

One Tree Hill: As much as I'm enjoying One Tree Hill (loyal fan that I am) I can't say that I'm exactly blown away by how amazing the writing and the turn the show is taking. I'm loving that Lucas and Peyton are together and though the scenes with them are cute and funny, they're not exactly wowing me. Although now with Julian in the picture, this might change because I'm mighty curious to see who this guy is and what exactly he is to Peyton. I thought Lucas was a dork for signing the contract without actually reading the contract. Ugh, I kept screaming at the screen, DON'T YOU DARE SIGN THAT and then he signed it and I thought he was an idiot. I'm still loving the hell out of Nathan, Haley and Jamie and I love that Nathan is playing slamball. I love that he's on the same team as Owen and I love that Owen is back in the picture with Brooke. I'm hoping that Brooke will lean on Owen because if anyone needs someone to lean on it'd be Brooke. I also think it's cute that Brooke is playing Mommy to Brooke Jr., Sam. It's going to be interesting to see how Sam turns into the good girl we all know she's going to be. Haven't seen too much from Skillz and Deb and I can't say that I miss them because truthfully, I don't. As much as I love Skillz, his little love affair with Deb creeps me the eff out. Then there's Mouth, Gigi and Millicent. I think it's stupid. I think Gigi is stupid and I had such high hopes for her returning and being with Mouth cause I think that's exactly who he belongs with well, atleast that's what I thought before she came back. I think in this case, the blast from the past isn't who holds my heart for the Tree Hill alum. In this case, Millicent is where Mouth belongs and I'm glad that he knows it, I just hope he doesn't screw anything up.

As a whole, the show is progressing but not with the same pizazz as I've come to expect from the writing folks over at One Tree Hill. But of course, I'm going keep watching because it's One Tree Hill, duh.

90210: This show hasn't been wowing me either. I can watch this on DVR and be totally fine. I'm kinda mad that Navid ended up really liking Adrianna of all people. I hate Adrianna. I think she's lame and yet Navid sees something in her that I don't and I'll just have to trust him on this one but man, why couldn't he have ended up with Silver or something, I LOVE Silver. I LOVE Navid and sooner or later, I want them to end up together some how, some way.

I didn't watch all of last night because my beloved Lakers were playing (and kicked ass by the way, WOOT!) but I did catch some bits of it and will be watching it in it's entirety sometime tonight but anyway, I think that Dixon and Silver are too cute. I love that they're so different and yet still connect with each other. I dig that they like each other and even though I like them two together, I want Navid to hook up with Silver but that's just me being selfish. LOL.

As for Ethan and Annie, they're the couple of the show I guess and I guess it's cute because I think Ethan is a cutie patootie but I dont' really care for him. I'm glad that he's destined to end up with Annie because I cannot stand Naomi. Misunderstood or not, I do NOT want Naomi and Ethan to get back together. Ugh, they don't make a good couple at all. But as far as Ethan and Annie go, I hope they juice up that storyline because I'm bored with it and it hasn't completely taken off yet so some CPR to revive that relationship would be nice.

I miss Kelly, I want her back. I miss Brenda, I want her back. I want to know what the hell happened to Kelly and Dylan and little Sammie (why do I keep swearing that Sammie's name started off as Gabe in the beginning? Am I smoking crack?) I want to know whatever happened between Ryan and Brenda (if anything) and I do not care for the whole undercover student crap storyling that Ryan's knee deep in right now. I hate that girl that plays Ryan's love interest, she's not nearly as cool as Kelly is so come on, Kelly needs to come back and nip that shit in the bud already.

Mom and Dad Wilson are still blah although I did see a bit of last night when Mama Wilson told Naomi's mom that she will punch her in the face so hard, she'll knock her teeth out if she ever came near her husband again, I was like, "GO AUNT BECKY!" haha.

As a whole, the storylines are tired and played out but I keep watching this show hoping to find more of the old school gang on there. Please bring them back!

Sarah Connor Chronicles: There isn't much to say about this show, all I know is that I'm thinking Garbage girl is bad news and hopefully we'll be seeing what her big plan is going to be. I missed last week episode so I missed what happened with Brian Austin Green's character's girl. The one that he slept with and then left and as he was leaving the camera zooms in on what's underneath her bed, which is a whole shitload of pictures of Jon Connor which smacks you over the head with what she's got planned, DUH! She's gonna kill Jon Connor like every other freaking freak in the world.

I don't have much to say on this show because I love it but I'm confused as I haven't been watching as often as I used to but I will catch up on this damn show to save my life, seriously.

I don't have anything to add on Prison Break or Fringe either since I need to catch up on those too.

And there you go, my thoughts.

I don't even know where to begin so all I'm going to say is this....


DAMMMNNNNNN! That was a straight up season finale type episode, WOO HOO!

I haven't been posting my thoughts on this show either but I have much more to say about this show.

Starting with:

Brooke: So she gave up her company to that old hag of a mother, Victoria. She straight went to New York, showed up at her house and pulled a gun on her. I wanted to stand up and cheer for her until she gave up the company to Victoria and I've got to wonder what's going to happen with her now. I'm out of ideas too, I have no idea what's going to happen with this storyline but I look forward to finding out. I'm glad she realized who her real family was, I'm also glad she realized that she was no longer alone and won't ever be alone again.

Peyton: Home dude is totally her real dad but what I want to know is where the heck is her Dad, the dad that she thought was dead, the first time her and Lucas cheated on Brooke. I can't say that I'm so excited about this storyline because I'm not. I could actually not care about this storyline and I hope that they jazz Peyton's storyline up (with Lucas included) because I'm getting bored watching her in her damn recording studio with no music artist except Haley.

Lucas: I hate watching him in his Coaching role. I think he's such an odd looking coach. He's what? Like 4 years older than these guys, meh I'm so not buying him as a Coach and then his pep talks and his coach speeches to the team make me cringe because they're so, makes me roll my eyes kind of speeches. And the whole only play 4 players each game for the rest of the season though sweet is kind of making me roll my eyes a little more.

Nathan/Haley/Jamie: Still loving these guys, still loving the whole family dynamic they've got going on and I just enjoy seeing these guys interact with everyone, even when Nathan is being a bonehead about his mom dating his friend and even though I don't blame him one bit for being weirded out about Skills and Deb, it IS kind of weird and a lot gross.

Things are going to come to a head next week with Haley, Jamie and Carrie. Cannot effing wait for that.

Carrie/Dan: Oh goodness, I'm looking forward to seeing Haley lay this bitch out. I'm looking forward to seeing Dan get her ass and I just cannot wait to see everyone bring this psycho down. So she justifies stealing someone elses kid because she lost hers? I wonder what happened with her son, or what killed her son that made her turn so fackin' psycho. Who hurt her, who killed him and what screw got loose because of it all? Was it Haley or Nathan that accidentally killed her and that's why she's gone after Jamie? Seriously, I want to know the connection there. Why did she target that family? Because it wasn't enough for her to steal Jamie, she also tried to ruin their marriage so seriously, WHAT THE FACK HAPPENED CRAZY CARRIE?

Ooh, next week can't get here sooner...seriously!

Until next week...

So who cried as much as I did over last night's episode of One Tree Hill. I about tuckered myself out after watching last night's episode and the reason I didn't type this up last night was because I couldn't see the screen of my laptop after this was done because, I was crying too much.

The writers of this show prove to me every week, why I keep coming back..because it's so good. Even when I'm pissed off at the writers for writing storylines that don't go along with what I want, I still love the show.

Nathan/Jamie/Haley: I really do think that Haley stole the show last night. She was spot on with her grieving for Q. She was mad, she was sad and she didn't have all of the answers. She was human and I got all teary eyed when Q's Mom thanked her for the influence she had on Q. I'm still a little bit peeved that Q had to leave the show so soon but I can already see another Q in the makings with the little shit that stole from Clothes over Bro's. I really liked Haley's quote at the end, the one she wrote onto the desk and I really enjoyed her little speech to the class. She's a really great character and I really am glad that her and Nathan are back together and living in peace and love again.

Jamie, gosh I love this little boy! Am I the only person that wants Q's little brother to be a recurring character so that Jamie has someone his age to play with? Every episode that we see little Jamie in, makes me fall in love with this little boy more and more. He's so wise for a boy of his age. The way he insisted on going to Q's funeral because Q was his friend too. The way he stood up to Haley and made her realize that he wanted to say goodbye to Q too? It's too frickin' cute and sooo right. Why on earth would Haley and Nathan NOT take Jamie to the funeral? Why would they try to keep him from something like that?

My favorite quote came from last night's episode came from Jamie. Remember when he was sitting on the swings talking to Q's little brother and he said, "My grandma wears tight pants." LOL...I was rollin'.

And then there's Nathan. I'm glad that Nathan and Brooke are forming a sort of bond because they're the most alike, I think. They were both little shits in high school and now they're so much better than I ever thought they'd turn out. Nathan went through losing his career and his family and now Brooke might be going through the same things. I was so hot damn glad that Nathan sought out Brooke and reminded her that she's not alone, that she'll never be alone because she has people who love and care for her and I just want Brooke to stop trying to be so hot damn strong and lean on her friends.

She may not have had a very good mother but she had the best friends, friends that would walk through fire for her if only she'd let them. Let them, Brooke. Let them take care of you for a change.

I sincerely hope that she does lean on her friends because right now, she needs them more than she thinks.

Brooke: I'm still scared to see this side of Brooke. To see this helpless, scared and grouchy Brooke. She is so much stronger than she realizes and I seriously cannot wait to see how her storyline pans out. I also want Deb to break her trust and tell someone because that secret is one secret, I would be too uncomfortable to keep to myself.

I can't wait to see Brooke confront her demons next week. It's on and crackin' now.

Lucas/Peyton: Nothing much to report on these two from this episode but we're not done seeing the drama go down between them. They're not married yet so they still have obstacles to get over but I'm confident that through it all, they'll still be together.

Deb/Skills: LOL! I'm starting to get all soft where these two are concerned. I'm starting to come around to the whole Cougar storyline between Deb and Skills and I seriously cannot wait to see all of the reactions next week, Nathan knows and oh man, it's going to be so interesting.

I really felt for Skills last night, I also felt for Deb because you could totally tell she was fighting with her feelings for him all throughout the episode so it was quite shocking to see her walk up to Skills and hold him through the funeral.

Oh goodness.

Dan/Carrie: These two are starting to bore me with all of the, "Your plan sucks" and the "I'm going to enjoy killing you" first off, Carrie looks like an idiot everytime she gets all pissy with Dan and Dan always looks like an ass and I never thought I'd see the day where I was rootin' Dan Scott on in anything...but whatever happened to Carrie's son, I still can't wait to see Dan make her pay for what she's doing to him now and for what she's planning to do to his family.

And that's all folks, I've got a quick question for anyone who knows the answer...we ARE going to see more from Mouth and Milicent, right? They're not completely done with the show, are they? Gosh I hope not, I actually like them. I wonder if Doctor boy from last season or Owen will be coming back to help Brooke fight her demons, I really hope so because she needs them, she needs someone fighting in her corner!

Make that happen Mark Schwann!

Until next week...

Wow.

Holy shit.

Damn.

Whoa.

I don't even know where to start with tonight's episode because there's so much to cover. So to make sure that I don't miss ANYTHING, I'm going to go old school on ya'll and do a rundown of everything in an attempt to make sure nothing gets by me.

I want to start off with my favorite part of the show...well, of the entire show as a whole but not my favorite part of tonight's episode. Leyton. It's no secret that I'm a huge Leyton fan and it's no secret that I'm over the fackin' moon that they're finally together. I totally agreed with Lucas when he said, "Hey, it's a beginning not an end," because they totally are beginning their life together, the life that was meant for them but it just sucks that their timing if wayy off again because this poses a problem for the both of them, once again and this doesn't exactly mean that their going to get married as planned. Peyton and Lucas are going to find out about this and they're not going to get married, not anytime soon anyway.

*sigh*

But I'm not mad at Brooke at all. Right now is not the time to be focused on getting married, right now they have to find out who's behind all of this (duh, Victoria...though, it seems to easy to assume it's Victoria but then again, who else can it be?). I'm dying to find out how this all pans out for Brooke. How much it will change her and will the change be for the best or the worst? It's going to be pretty crazy to see all of this unveil for us. I'm still in shock that this has happened to Brooke. Although, I want to know why she's not filing a police report and why she won't lean on her friends for something like this? Does she really think she'll be able to hide something like this indefinitely? Why would she want to go through something like this by herself? *sigh* Goodness, I'm like so anxious to see what's going to happen. I mean, it's Brooke. She's always so strong and so sure of herself, to see her kicked down and broken, it's just, wow...not Brooke.

I guess, only time will tell what will come to be for Brooke this season.

The whole Deb and Skillz thing isn't appealing to me, at all but I can't hate on it. I mean, it's kind of gross but I have to admit that Deb is the hottest Cougar, I've ever seen in my life. Her and Skillz seem to be happy about their relationship so who am I to hate on it? Though it's going to be hecka funny to see everyone's reaction to it all...I wonder how much longer they're going to be able to hide it though. Jamie has already caught them lockin' lips so seriously...it can't last that much longer. Oh man, the shit is going to hit the fan and it's going to be pure comedy to see everyone react. Oh, I can't wait.

Nathan, Haley and Jamie are just the most adorable thing about this show. I love seeing them interact with each other and I love them when they're apart. They're just the family that everyone wishes they had and the family that you can't help but tune in to catch more of. To see how far, Nathan has come from when we first meet him just amazes me. To see how hard he's working at getting back in shape for the NBA and then to see how honest he is about everything. The drugs he's taking for his back (so glad he's not a junkie like his Mom used to be) and where his priorities are. I just love him and when he told Haley that he loves basketball, but not as much as he loves being a husband and a father to Jamie, I sighed my heart out, it was too cute. I LOVE NATHAN! I can't wait to see how things are going to be for these two especially in light of what happened at the end of this episode.

Holy shit!

I knew what was coming before it even happened and that was because I read some spoilers online last week but I still can't believe that they actually went that route. I mean, I read spoilers all the time but most of them never come true but the one that I don't want to come true, actually does. My heart is totally broken for Nathan and for Haley and Skillz but it's mostly broken for little Jamie. He was so excited about giving Q's cape to him and to think that he'll never get to give it to him just breaks my heart for him. I mean, we got to see the change in Q and we got to see him at his best and this is how it all goes down for him?

*sigh*

Goodness.

Then there are the people that should have died and haven't. Carrie, you know you're a bloodthirsty wench when you are waiting for the day for Dirty Dan to take that bitch down and show her who's the real villain in Tree Hill. Why she fixated all this attention Jamie is lost on me but then again, not really but I look forward to the day that Dan makes her sorry she ever targeted his family. There are so many villains coming out of the woodwork on this show but I'm looking forward to seeing where the writers take it all. I heard a rumor that Chad Michael Murray will be writing some material for this season and I'm interested to see where he plans to take Lucas and Peyton, Nathan and Haley, and even Deb and Skillz...I'm also looking forward to see what he has in store for Crazy Carrie and Dirty Dan.

I guess we'll just have to wait until next week to find out.

Until then....

...has just been righted.

Tonight was the premiere of my all time favorite show, One Tree Hill. Everything that I've spent numerous months wondering about has finally come to light and everything that I've waited 5 long years for has finally come to pass and it seems like they'll stay that way for some time to come.

Oh. Em. Gee.

I can die a happy woman because FINALLY, FINALLY, FINALLY Lucas and Peyton are TOGETHER, like no more problems, no more people standing in the way, no more stubborn pride keeping them apart...they are TOGETHER and I knew, in my heart of hearts that Lucas called Peyton to run away to Vegas to get married. Seeing these two together, happy again just makes everything I've done and every letter I've written worth it because after the pain and the rain and just everything, makes everything that A okay in my world.

*sigh*

But wow, so much to cover in this post aside from LUCAS AND PEYTON FINALLY BEING TOGETHER!!! I totally did a happy dance but that's neither here nor there.

*squeeeaaaa*

Alright, let's start off with Nathan and Haley...not much to say on these two but I guess Nathan's NBA hope might not come to pass since he's having back pains, which sucks because I know how much Nathan wants to make that come back. And then Jamie is just too effing cute. That is my jam that he was dancing to, oh hot damn, this is my jam, we be partying til the A.M. ...I was jammin' right along with them.

I was sorry to see Mouth and Millicent leave but I'm sure they'll still be around so it's all good in the hood.

I'm still hella excited about LUCAS AND PEYTON BEING TOGETHER!

Dude, the whole Dan and Carrie thing. Wow. They both deserve eachother but boy do I feel bad for Carrie when Dan escapes because make no mistake about that, he WILL get better and he WILL escape and she better hope that he never finds her again because she WILL pay for everything that she's doing to him right now....and should she ever go near Jamie again, I shudder to think about what Dan would do to her...but boy do I look forward to it. Who the hell does she think she is, trying to come in and be the villain, don't she know that's Dan's job? The bitch will learn though and I look forward to seeing it all play out.

WOO HOO!

And then that brings us to...Brooke. I want to see her win against her bitchy ass mother and I want to see her bring that bitch down. I also want to know who the hell was behind that beating. I want to know if she was raped, I want to know if Victoria was behind the attack and if she was, I want to see her get her just desserts. I feel horribly for Brooke and it's all the more worst because Peyton and Lucas are nowhere to be found. Man, it's going to be soooo good this season and I cannot effing wait because.....

LUCAS AND PEYTON ARE TOGETHER AGAIN, WOO FRICKIN' HOO!

Until next week...

WHO THE HELL IS IT THAT LUCAS CALLED? GAHHH! Thanks to Sheila from Charm School Reject for the video link! =)

You know, I missed you guys terribly during the writer's strike and I wanted nothing more than for you guys to come back and do what you guys do best...writing.

But then my favorite shows started coming back on and I haven't been really impressed lately.

Last week, I enjoyed the whole deeper thinking episode. I enjoyed seeing Haley and Nathan working on their marriage, I rejoiced in Brooke getting her baby and I really enjoyed seeing Deb back on the show as Nanny Deb, gotta love Mama Deb minus all the drugs, haha.

Things I didn't care about? Lucas and Peyton's talk about the aborted wedding, Dan being on the show period.

I don't know what's going through your minds but the main thing that I could not stand about last week's episode and then last night's episode was the whole insinuations surrounding Brooke and Lucas. What the bleeping hell was that about? Don't get me wrong, I love me some Brooke. I think she is frickin' awesome and I think that she would make a fantastic mother once she gets the hang of juggling her career and being a mother but does she need to lean on Lucas for all of this? Does she need to be falling asleep in Lucas' arms at his house?

WHAT THE EFF?

I swear, if you go down that road again I will boycott this effing show. I will effing stop watching it, I will vote against shutting that shit down so you better knock that shit off because there is no Lucas without Peyton. They are the driving force behind this show and I swear if you throw Brooke back into Lucas' life LIKE THAT, devastating Peyton yet again, I will buy those damn voo doo dolls that I've been threatening to buy and I will buy all the needles in the world and get the pokin' ....

Just...say it aint so! NO BROOKE AND LUCAS and will you for the life of me just make Lucas realize where his heart has always belonged.

With Peyton.

And for the love of Pete [ insert Daphne's crush at work's name here ], give Peyton a happy ending already.

Fuck.

Sincerely,
Wena

*sigh*

I know that I need to practice that patience that Peyton talked about in this episode but it's so hard for me to do that when Lucas is completely dismissive of his feelings for her. I'm starting to wonder if maybe he really doesn't love her like that anymore, I'm starting to wonder if they're trying to move Lucas' character on to someone new to show that you can find true love again. I don't know if I'm just retarded for thinking that but I can't help it. We see Peyton dealing with her feelings for Lucas but Lucas is dealing with his feelings with Lindsay..Peyton is the farthest from his mind right now. Does he feel bad because he hurt Lindsay, deep down inside does he want to be with Peyton, does Peyton have his heart still because he wrote another book about HER. I don't care how many times he says otherwise, that book about the Comet was about her. He was telling everyone, their story. She came back to him and he knew that she would. He's just coming to grips with the fact that his heart does and always has belonged to Peyton Sawyer.

Atleast that's what I'm going to keep telling myself because they HAVE to be together...for real and forever this time.

None of this, wishy washy crap either, the whole deal, the whole shebang..that's what they need to be.

FOR real.

This week, my heart went out to Brooke because I think Brooke would be a wonderful Mother and it just sucks that even from far away, Bitchtoria can still find ways to ruin Brooke's life. Like she didn't do enough when Brooke was growing up, she just keeps on ruining the hard work Brooke's put forth and making things difficult for her but I know that Brooke will get over this bump and she'll be stronger for it. She's the character on the show that I admire the most. Although, I didn't like the assumptions the lady was making about Brooke's feelings for Lucas...do you guys still think they're there? I mean, Sophia Bush said in an interview that she thinks Brooke and Lucas are truly over and I seriously hope she was right in that statement because I can't take another Brooke/Lucas/Peyton love triangle.

I'm still going to stand behind my Dan theory. I still think that he hired Carrie to ruin Nathan and Haley's marriage and to do the whole kidnapping thing to get in good with Jamie. I think all of that was Dan's doing so that he could save the day and be brought back into the fold...but when Lucas and then Nathan came out of the house with their fists flying in Dan's direction, I sure was laughing my ass off. That was funny.

I'm glad to see that Nathan and Haley are working on their marriage. They've been married for awhile and it's good to see a relationship after the honeymoon is over...I love that they're still very much in love with each other even though they're fighting right now. I'm loving that these two are still truckin' along with each other by their sides, it's one of my favorite things about this show. I loved the walk down memory lane with Nathan, I loved Haley's things that she loved about Nathan and like their shrink, I think they're going to be just fine and I can't wait to see happier days with these two...they're so in need of those happy days because they sure have been through the wringer.

I can't wait to see next week's show, I'm so flippin' excited that One Tree Hill is back and sorry Levi, but I won't be at FHE anymore until I either get DVR or OTH moves to another night...nothing gets between me and my Leyton love angst!

What did you guys think about tonight's show?

Until next week guys...

Okay, tonight's show was the business! The straight up, in your face, make you scream business! It was such a good episode for me.

It was so good to see Karen and finally meet Lily (cute but not as cute as my Jamie!) and then oh my! Mr. Andy is back! Andy from New Zealand, oh goodness I love that man, I loved him when he was on the show and I was so frickin' stoked to see him back. So he got his VISA and was able to come back? The guy that's richer than rich and teached anyway?

YAY FOR ANDY! He's back and he's still sexy as all get out. Alright, seriously...let's get down to the nitty gritty of tonight's 100th episode of One Tree Hill, my favoritest
of favorite shows on the whole planet!

Brooke: I knew she wanted a baby. I knew that was her reason for coming back to Tree Hill. When she was talking to Karen and Peyton and she was going on about children, I knew that was the reason she came back. Brooke would make a kiss ass Mom and I really hope that she does get her kid (as long as Lucas isn't the Dad) because she needs to have someone in her corner and someone all to herself. She deserves a bit of happiness and I'm wondering who the father of her baby's gonna be...Owen? Lucas? Mouth? Skills? Who? I guess we'll have to wait to find out, GO BROOKE!

Nathan/Haley: So are they back together? I hope so because they need to be together because they're better together, just like Jack Johnson sang. I really felt for the both of them when Jamie was kidnapped and holy hell you guys, the whole Grandpa Dan saved me, that is totally a set up. Dan hired Carrie to work in the house with Jamie, paid her to get close to Jamie so that she could take him so that Dan can save him and bring him home and back into the fold. That was Dan's ticket back into the family and I do not believe for one second that Dan has turned over a new leaf and wants to be a good person because he's not a good person, 4 years is not going to change that. Gosh, I can't wait to see all the drama that turns out from this whole madness because it's gonna be good....FOR real.

Peyton/Lucas/Lindsay: How Lindsay ever could have thought that Lucas was writing about love...writing about her and be happy when she read his book, knowing when he got his inspiration and knowing everyhing about his history with Peyton, how it didn't make sense right off the bat that he was writing about Peyton, I just don't know. How it all made sense when everything came together, hearing about the story in it's entirety, the reason that Haley didn't want Luke to marry Lindsay and just everything made me love Peyton so much. It made me hurt for her because Lucas, the stubborn fool that he is, said, "I do" to Lindsay. It didn't matter a fig that he wrote ANOTHER story about Peyton (and how awesome was that story? I so want to read that book) because he said, "I do" to Lindsay. He must have loved her enough to go through with the wedding and through it all, Peyton stood and respected his wishes. And it seriously, SUCKED for her but stand by him, she did because she sacrificed her love for him to make sure that he was happy.

And when we saw Peyton's dream of how she stood up and told Lucas that they belonged together because he fixed her car. I thought, oh goodness, this is why they need to be together, Lucas needs to remember that he fixed Peyton's car and he set their story in motion and their story is far from over. They're story is still waiting to be told, it's waiting for Lucas to finish writing it. It's waiting for Lucas to finally come to grips with the fact that his line in his first book about how he does and always will love Peyton Sawyer so that they can start living their love story out.

I really loved that Karen came back to town to be with Lucas on his big day. I loved how she took time out to go see her girls, Brooke and Peyton. I loved seeing her bond with them because she was such a great mother to the both of them. She was there for each of them when they needed her and I loved seeing them all back together and to hear Karen's words of advice to the both of them. If anyone knew what she was about, it's Karen Rowe. She's lived through it all and remains the same, loving and caring woman that we all know and love. She's a fantastic role model for Brooke and Peyton and I loved that she could be there for Brooke, so soon after her big showdown with her own Mom.

I really enjoyed this episode and I thought it was a fantastic 100th episode. I loved all the flashbacks and just everything about this episode except when Lucas said, "I do." When he said, I do, it pierced my heart and I felt Peyton's heart break all the way from across the country. This episode was, *sigh* really, really good.

And I can't wait until April 13th for more episodes...WOO FRICKIN HOO! That's only about 3-4 weeks, somewhere around there.

I LOVE THIS SHOW!!!

Oh. Em. Gee.

Was that not a good episode or what? I mean seriously, I don't even know where to begin, this episode was that off the hook!

Haley didn't get on my nerves as much as I thought she was going to get on them tonight as she was blind to her own son and seriously Haley, how can you ignore a child as cute as Jamie? How cute was Jamie and Skills? Oh gosh, you can just see how much genuine love Skills has for little Jamie and it's not creepy like the love Carrie has for him...if it's even love Carrie had for Jamie. Haley did get on my nerves a little bit and even though I know how she feels but even she had to have seen the way Nathan can't stop wanting to fix things and for her to not take advantage of that irks me a little bit.

I'm glad that she had that talk with Skills, I'm glad that Skills put her in her place when she tried to get all high and mighty about the way they were handlin' her son...atleast someone remembered he was around so she shouldn't be talkin' about any hot damn body ...gosh, you just gotta love Skills. Why does he not have a love interest?

And speaking of love interest, HOLY HOT DAMN Bevin is married and has a son? A not so good looking son, a son that looks NOTHING like little Jamie and who's name is...NATHAN? Are you effing kidding me? Who did she marry? Tim?

Ugh, there the writers go, teasing us with little tid bits of information, leaving us wanting more. I seriously want to know what happened that Bevin and Skills are not together anymore..what happened Bevin?

So Rachel took the money and split...I'm not really surprised since that's so something Rachel would do in high school, she hasn't changed that much so whatev. I just didn't expect her to do it so soon. And just when Peyton had finally paid Brooke back all the money that she owed her for the loan she got for opening her own label. I can't wait to see Peyton's next artist.

And LMAO LMAO LMAO! How funny was it to see Owen's friend???

Oh. Em Gee.

Frickin' CHASE? Awwww, he looks good too. Really good, it's good to see Stephen not looking like such a spaz. But I LIKE OWEN, I know that Chase is probably Brooke's lobster but he's not Owen...Owen is so hot and if Chase and Brooke get back together that means that Brooke is going to break up with Owen and I'm not ready for that.

But every week I love Brooke more and more. Her character is so strong and so admirable that I can't help but wonder why she doesn't see in herself, what everyone else sees. I loved that scene at the end when she finally gave Bitchtoria the ol' Donald Trump, it was music to my ears when she finally told Bitchoria, "You're fired" I was cheering like no other because FINALLY, Brooke finally realized that she doesn't need any Negative Nancy's or Debbie Downer's in her life. Gosh, I'm so hot damn proud of Brooke I'm beaming over here, you can't see it but it's totally happening.

*claps*

But I AM ready for Lucas to finally get over himself and stop this farce of an engagement to Lindsay and fess up and go after the woman he really loves. I'm such a punk but I just don't give a damn who she is, who her father is and all that, I just want Lucas back with Peyton.

Forever and for always.

Lucas + Peyton= True Love Always

Remember, Lucas? That's how it's supposed to be.

Dare I write a letter to you, Lucas?

Ugh.

Anyway, so many things are going to pop off next week and I really want to know...why the hell would Carrie think that she's invited to the wedding? What could possibly make her think that she has a right to be there?

Seriously?

I guess we'll just have to wait until next week to find out, huh?

Damage, until next week guys....happy OTH night!

I needed a couple of days (okay a whole week) to think about what I wanted to blog about pertaining to this week's episode of One Tree Hill.

First off, how many of us wanted to strangle Carrie's skinny little neck when she ruined Nathan's life? Nathan has been nothing but kind to her since she started working for them and how does she repay him for his kindness?

She wrecks his marriage.

I get that she doesn't like Haley but why doesn't she like Haley? Because Haley is married to Nathan? You know what Carrie, IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU CARRIE!

I went back and forth with this one. On one hand, Nathan was an idiot for not coming clean with Haley about the whole flirting with Carrie and the kiss and the swimming in the pool naked, ALL of those things, he should have been told Haley about it so he really has no one to blame but himself for the way things are with his marriage right now. All that talk about if Lucas is man enough to cheat on his girlfriend then he needs to be man enough to come clean about it to her and then not telling Haley about all of that crap was bound to come out and it was bound to drive Haley bat shit crazy!

Hello???

Do I think that Haley overreacted? Apart of me thinks that yeah, Haley did overreact a little bit because she should have had more faith in Nathan but with everything that's going on and she told Nathan that the shower thing better be it and then Carrie enlightens her about the kiss and the naked swimming...what else was Haley supposed to do? Jump for joy?

I don't think so.

So, I don't know...in this episode, considering everything, my final answer on the whole Haley overreacting, I guess not especially because I can see where she's coming from. What else is she supposed to think? If he wasn't honest with her about the kiss and the naked swimming, how was she supposed to react to the scene that she came home to?

*sigh*

Next week, however...with Haley just giving up on Nathan period, yeah that's a bit much...like Lucas, I guess she forgot that she loved Nathan.

In this episode, Nathan couldn't get anything right. What I don't get is with the whole Dan's hearing thing, why didn't Nathan speak up and let everyone know the real reason why he went to see Dan. He didn't go there to spend some quality time with his father, he went there to end the relationship, the sever ties with him, to tell Dan that he was dead to him and that he didn't have a grandson...WHY didn't Nathan say something about that?

I swear, that boy has got crap for brains.

And then the whole Brooke and Owen date in New York turning into a big drama with Rachel OD'ing and almost dying...first things first, I thought it was really cute that Owen swooped right in and took on the role of medic, nurse and bodyguard. When he took his shirt off to kick the drug dealer's butt, I did get a little light headed because all that muscle in my face is enough to do that. haha.

I knew that it was Rachel that Brooke fired and I knew that she (Rachel) was going to pop back up again and wreak havoc and just like I knew, she did.

At the end of the episode when Rachel is telling Brooke not to leave her again, I'm like...okay, so is Brooke moving back to New York or is she taking Rachel back to Tree Hill? It's going to be interesting to see what goes down with all of that. I love seeing Brooke in this kind of role though, where she's the good friend, the responsible friend, the friend that everyone turns to but she's got her own problems that she's got to deal with and I can see a lot of problems overwhelming Brooke soon...I can't wait to see how everything turns out and what Brooke's got up her sleeve for Rachel.

Lots and lots of things to look forward to.

The one thing that I'm most looking forward to next week is Lucas and Lindsay's wedding. Is it really going to happen? Am I going to be right and Lindsay's going to be the one to break things off, is Peyton invited to the wedding, if she is, is she actually going to go?

See? So many things to look forward to, I cannot effing wait...it should be very very good next week and I'm sitting on the edge of my seat, anxious to see what goes down.

Cause it's most definitely going down...until next week.

Before I get into tonight's episode, I've gotta say...HOW HOT IS NATHAN IN THIS PIC RIGHT HERE?

Seriously...

Anyway, on with the episode. I don't know what to say about this episode, it wasn't the best episode ever but it also wasn't the worst episode either. It was just so-so. Nothing in this world will ever make me like Lindsay and finding out that her Dad died of cancer and that she was the one to pull the plug on him didn't soften me toward her so I really doubt anything else will.

I will say that Peyton was a big b word in this episode. For no good reason but do I blame her? Not in the least. Do I hate her? Heck to the no, but that may be because I'm totally biased where Peyton Sawyer is concerned. She can do no wrong in my eyes...well that's not true because she can and has done a lot of wrong that I do not condone but her character as a whole, is still my absolute fave character of the girls on this show.

I hated finding out that the ring Lucas gave to Peyton, err, I mean Lindsay wasn't really Peyton's ring but Karen's ring, the ring that she got from Keith. I hated finding out that the ring was NOT specifically for her and I hate doubting Lucas' love for Peyton because it's so up in the air. Like Lindsay, I was doubting Lucas' love for Lindsay because how can he love someone that is NOT Peyton Sawyer....how can he write in his book, that he does and always will love Peyton Sawyer and then have the nerve to move on?

*sigh*

It's like the writers keep dangling the Lucas and Peyton thing in front of me and then right when they get in kissing distance of being together, they snatch it away and we never really get to see what's what in this whole thing. I wish that they would quit doing that, they finally got together after FOUR effing seasons, only to come back after the break and are broken up yet again and NOT TOGETHER. It sucks the big a word but goodness, anything can happen ...are they completely done with each other, did Lucas really move on and does he really not love Peyton anymore? In my heart of hearts, I know that he still loves Peyton and that Peyton is still his whole world only he just doesn't realize it...WHY doesn't he realize it? How can HE doubt Peyton's love?

Did he forget? Did he really move on? I hate that I don't know...I hate that I doubt.

As for Nathan and Haley....Nathan will never be his father because you can tell that he doesnt' want to be and because of that, he never will be. It's so good to see him being the father that I knew he could be with little Jamie, it was touch and go there for a minute in the beginning of the season but I'm so glad that he realized the errors of his ways and stepped up to be the man of the house...now if only he'd tell Haley about that no good skank Carrie and be done with it, deal with the consequences and then fix his marriage.

And how effing cute is Jamie? He was totally pimpin' his new Raven's uniform and I love that he's like the honorary member of the team and it's just so effing cute. When he was copying everything Quentin was doing and when Quentin helped him put on his little wrist bands, SO CUTE!

What I didn't like was seeing Brooke all chummy with Lindsay. I didn't like seeing Peyton so alone, even though she was with Mia, her friends were with the one woman that she couldn't get over. I thought that they'd be sensitive to her feelings and understand that it hurts Peyton to see her friends with the woman that is with the man that she loves. I thought that Brooke, of all people would be sensitive to that but I guess not. I mean, I liked that Peyton didn't need her friends to be only her friends at the end and I'm glad that alls well that ended well but it would have been nice if someone was on Peyton's side.

What I'm really loving is Mia's music. I love her voice and I just love her character on the show, she's so geeky and lovable that you can't help but like her...I really enjoy listening to her sing and I'm totally going to get her CD which I hear is out, I'm sure I'll enjoy it so woo hoo me!

I don't know how I feel about Lindsay and Peyton being friends...it's blah to me. I don't care for it and you know what? My niece just said something that totally made sense to me. Where Lucas is concerned, it's like he has to keep reminding himself that he loves Lindsay whereas with Petyon, you only had to look at him to know that he was utterly in love with him, so that gives me hope...Lucas and Peyton forever and always!

Next week, Dan is back in the picture...I hope he doesn't get out because it's only been 4 years and he killed someone so he needs to STAY IN PRISON and rot in there until he dies! But anyway, I can't wait until next week!